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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
im in a bad mood...
i dont want to work anymore..i hate having a job..ive only had it for like 2 weeks and im already sick of it...
umm i think its weird that after having such a great weekend im in such a rotten mood..this week is gonna blow. i hate to work today 4-8 thursday 2-7 and friday 3-9. wtf kind of hours is that?
god i better be able to go to as i lay dying next monday because i already bought my ticket and if kyogn or larry says i have to work im gonna say "fuck you, im going to as i lay dying on monday."
umm yep...
bbbbbooooorrrrriiiiinnnngggggg
Current mood:  blank Current music: lamb of god-ashes of the wake
Monday, March 21, 2005
12:23AM
allie, lauren, karla, kelsey, and amanda are the fucking shiiiiiiit. i love those girls.
the ring 2 is shiiiiiitty....wow "OMG ITS KILLER DEER FROM OUTER SPACE!!!" hahahaha amanda is so fucking awesome..if you lived in milwaukie you would live with me i swear. haha
i think im done with stick to your guns....they are blind...except for jamie. i love that guy. styg will be lost and confused if i leave...they will sit in a room and play cannibal corpse and other gay death metal shit.
anyways..tomorrow im goign to pick up my as i lay dying ticket for next monday with allie...sweeeeet.
i miss my LOVELY girlfriend...i talked to her on the phone for a few minutes and i want her to come back from her stupid mom's house in southern gay ass oregon right now.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
12:09AM
so yesterday was one of the best days of my life..it will take about a year to type out everything so im not going to. but all those kids are pimp daddys. i had such a good time spending the whole day with them..
today was good but very very hectic. it started out being all planned out and everything..i went to the mall to hang out with allie and lauren and we were suppose to hang out and blah blah but then jamie calls me and asks if i wanna play a show tonight with belmonte academy, remembering the forgotten, hatchet diaries and bathed like bathory. so it took forever to get everything situated so we could play. and then i had to drive all the way up to vancouver to drop off allie and lauren so they could go to sharies later tonight..*that was my plans too* anyways..we practiced then played the show.we did good
ABOUT A MILLION KIDS CAME UP TO US AND SAID JAMIE IS A HUNDRED TIMES BETTER THEN WES!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
its true...we are soo much better with jamie.
anyways...tomorrow i have plans but i dont think they are going to happen. so im free tomorrow..and going to be bored.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
um so today sucks...
terra is leaving for 10 days...
tomorrows plans arent plans anymore...i dont even think were playing the show anymore because tim dru and kyle dont want to cuz theyre pansys...kelsey and amanda arent coming to hang out with me anymore...
so all im doing this break is working...
fuck spring break...
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
everyone's livejournal entries are so boring these days...hmm today my mom went and talked to my mr corff my councler....she said she started crying cuz she is so dissapointed and worried about me and school..
well fuck school.
i told her i was going to turn things around and im really serious, but im just saying that so she wont bitch at me more and more. i hate getting bitched at..it makes me want to kill myself.
umm other then school things are going really well..work may be a little hectic at times but so far it is soooooo easy.
things with the band are slow and rocky though..mainly because kyle filled in for a taste for murder...and none of you care about the band sooo uhhh anyways...
things with terra are good. and um yep thats it.
overall all is well.........
Current mood:  bored Current music: Matisyahu-Chop Em Down (good ol reggae haha)
Monday, March 14, 2005
2:27AM
what the fuck happened today? i dunno..some shit..dont care to type it all out..
some really good parts..some bad parts..
umm what else? terra makes me smile...
i dont think ill ever be able to actually hate kelsey..grrr..oh well..i know im stuck with her as a friend forever..
nothing else to say..blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
Current mood:  content Current music: killswitch engage? ewwwwww fuckin randommmm
Saturday, March 12, 2005
12:10PM
im here alone, i didnt have to go to work so i have nothing to do for the next 3 hours..yay? my parents left and they wont be coming back till tuesday night..sooo i got the whole house to myself to do whatever i want..i think im going to go to the show at the meow meow tonight.
Current mood: bored Current music: misery signals-the year summer ended in june
Thursday, March 10, 2005
uh wow im in such a good mood...today i got mad at terra..then i felt bad..then i bought her flowers...and things are good..work was short..they still havent really trained me too much yet..um anyways.
im sooo looking forward to the weekend..my parents are leaving saturday morning and not getting back till tuesday night..yay.
OH YEAH...and i think roxy is seriously the best friend i have. i dont know anyone that helps me out as much as she does..
THANK YOU ROXY!!!
Current mood: REALLY happy Current music: portugal. the man-open wide
Wednesday, March 9, 2005
uh so today was up and down..school was school..work was good...everyone there is nice and are fun people even though standing there working is boring...and i forgot all their names expect larry and stephanie the managers...for some reason i told the girl i was working at the drive thru with like almost everything about me...she is weird but still i didnt care..i was sooo bored.
and it feels like it should be saturday by now...but...nope...
overall today makes me happy.
Current mood: relieved Current music: portugal. the man-monster
Tuesday, March 8, 2005
7:46PM
i feel terrible right now....
im so stuuuuupid! GOD! sometimes i do things and im just like..."WTF DID I DO THAT FOR?!?!"
UUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHH
im gonna screw everything up....
anywho..michelle stopped by and she helped me buy pants and shoes for work...it was good to see her cuz i never see her....ever...at all...like never.
tomorrow is my first official day as a mcdonalds employee...yay??
im looking forward to the weekend...i hope everything goes well....
uh i just realized i havent been able to keep a girlfriend for longer then a month ever since jen and i broke up...and i was with her for lik 6 months? god she cursed me when i broke up with her...i know it...
Current mood:  annoyed
Sunday, March 6, 2005
some kids need to get a life..
gatsbys american dream show was amazing...i didnt like bear vs shark...i thought they sucked..but um it was fun hanging out with my brother and trevor for a full 24 hours straight haha
umm nothing else to talk about really..it was an amazing weekend with some annoying parts...
Current mood: happy Current music: they came burning
Saturday, March 5, 2005
today is good. im going to pick up trevor in a bit and me and him are going to meet up with my brother at taco del mar and eat burritos then go to the gatsbys american dream show aaaand then go back to my house in beaverton and have a SLEEP OVER!! OMGOMGOMG HEEHHEHEHEHEHEHEH.....
anyways.
i went to terra's today..good times..i love the drive to her house i get to go 90 mph without worrying about cops..but shes moving so i wont get to do that much longer...shiiiit.
hmm what else went on today? nothing else important enough for jakob's livejournal =)
I CANT WAIT TO SEE GATSBY!
Current mood: very very happy! Current music: gatsbys american dream!!!-pompeii
Thursday, March 3, 2005
im bored and SICK...ew
and um i listened to fear before the march of flames again today cuz its been awhile aaaand i love them...aaand i cant wait till they come and i can watch them play their amazing music.
gatsbys american dream is this saturday...wow im excited..i loooove them
im sooo tired of livejournal...i think im just going to kill it...reading certain people's livejournals is soooooo annoying...some people make me want to shoot myself in the head.
Current mood: bored Current music: Haste The Day-Closest Thing To Closure
Tuesday, March 1, 2005
kids from vancouver lie
kids from milwaukie get on my nerves sometimes
kids from beaverton have no life and get high all the time
where the fuck is there to go?
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its a hiaku...i think?? but yeah i still love all my friends anyways..HEART.HEART.
good days in the morning are never good at night...bad days in the morning are always good at night..WTF?
my mom LOVES to make things harder on me then they need to be. and why the fuck cant everyone just be open with each other and tell them what they need/what/should say?
um tomorrow better be good......
EDIT!!!!
BELIVING IN JUNE BROKE UP!! YES YES YES YES YES!!! OMG YESSSS!!! TOTALLY MADE MY DAY OMG!!!
Monday, February 28, 2005
um worst week of my life...
im so dissapointed in...everything
i forgot to call every single person i said i would today...ugh...im a terrible person/friend
tonight was shitty as fuck...i forgot i was suppose to give allie and lauren a ride home so they had to take the bus and walk...i felt like shit...i was in a terrible mood (no surprise though, when arent i?) jamie was in a bad mood and didnt do that well...pretty much we suck as of now and we have soooo much fucking work to do its not even funny.
tomorrow i start work. i think im going to be working monday-thursday and then saturday..yay?
umm what do i have good to say?
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nothing.
Current mood:  disappointed Current music: misery signals
Thursday, February 24, 2005
1:50PM
um so i got hired at mcdonalds...i walked in and the owner hired me right then cuz of my smile...
curse my good looks and cute smile...
in case you guys forgot styg has a show this sunday so go to it fuckers...
Current mood: bored Current music: From A Second Story Window-I Tried Voodoo Once...
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
3:36PM
i just got a job...
good bye beautiful life...ill miss you...
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
1:57AM
i think having presidents day during black history month is kinda weird....weve never had a black president.......
hmmm some day?
this is one of the few things i think about when i cant sleep? wow....
i usually just think about karla =)
um tomorrow no school, tuesday no school, wednesday no school, thursday no school for MEEE
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Monday, February 21, 2005
4:10PM
so i put all new spark plugs on my car aaaand now it runs soooo smooth..compared to how it was before at least. aaand i took terra to taco bell. aaand im going to wash my car today...i think..aaand yeah
last night i hung out with roxy...we got inside of a school bus outside the school and stole a fire extingusher...oooo REBELS...anywho we went and talked about everything and got candy..mmm
i was suppose to go to vancouver today to see karlaaaa but my car was dumb and blew a spark plug last night...*thats why i replaced them all*...and i wanted to see her really bad, but nope. oh well. what can ya do?? i should of walked there.....
so my step dad said i have to bring home 2 applications every day until i get a job...wtf? and i have to pay for my car insurance and gas and EVERYTHING...they wont help me at all and at the end of this month if i dont have a job and able to pay for myself then i dont get to drive my car....fuck my life
if i cant drive i will shoot myself in the head...my car is what keeps me happy...if i dont have a car i sit at home all day and feel bad for my miserable shitty life..fuckin pricks..i need my car. and NO ONE is hiring and no one wants to hire me anyways...fuck this shit
Current mood: shitty
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